I'm Just Saying

Hi y'all! Back to me. Today is a holiday, and im doing nothing. Just online and thinks! LOL. Boring, dude. I wanna tell you something about my friend. I dont even know, he/she is my friend or not -_- He/She's smart, exist, not really close to me, but we both know each other. Call em G. There's two person. The another one is K. Call em K. People says that K used to love G. But, K didn't admit it. And I hate it. Well, I trust K, but I know K is a liar. So, sometimes, things changed, doesn't it?

K is a special person. S/he means a lot for me. And I love 'em anyway, as best friend or more than that or less than that, i dont know, and i have no idea.

One day, there's a war between G and I, it's just a "hate each other" problem. And I tried to clarify the problem. The war was over. K helped me, but s/he said a sentence to G that i remember all the time. Somewords that maybe change my life forever. I dont know. I just feel something different, something bad, something makes me feel sooo sad. Never ever been this sad. Maybe all the problems sourced by me. I guess, maybe things gonna change forever. No one know about it. Just me. Only me. And it hurts me. Killing me inside. I wanna stop it, but I know I cant. And I won't do that. I know that it's wrong, but I do it anyway. I tried to yell out loud, to scream in my heart. But it doesn't make any change. "Somebody help me!" Could somebody help me? No. No one could help me. Even when they know I need their help. No one could ever help me. *yea, except Jesus* But, let's face it. Maybe this confusion will be over? I dont know. Or maybe, this confusion makes me sick and I'll suicide? I dont know either. Or maybe our friendship gonna be over? Maybe yes, maybe no.

Oh Jesus! I used to be a happy girl, nice, lovely, care, and kind. But, time passes too quickly. I dont even realize that I'm 14 right now. Christ! Just help me, Father. I know that you know me, as who really i am. No fake, no pretend. Just me. Maybe my lips can show the shape of lies. Maybe my tounge can split into fake facts. But my eyes, my heart, and my mind would never lies to me.

Back to the story, maybe it never ends. I dont know, haha, maybe you're confused because I always say "i dont know" cause I really dont know. Ergh, whatever. Everytime I see K and G, my heart beats faster and all this confusion back. Is it because of jealous? But why? I admit it, cause I dont know. :)

I wanna back to the past, and fix all my problems. But, after think about it I know I'll miss all I've done. Because experience is the teacher of everything. I want to be an indifferent, but I cant. I cant live with that. Maybe this end with this.

I know that I'm a fool, I'm a mushy girl, I'm not a perfect girl. But let's face it, because this is who i am and i'll never ever change.

~michelle averil~

Disney Quotes

Cinderella Disney quotes

If you keep on believing, the dreams that you wish will come true. - Cinderella.

When you can dream...Then you cant stop! A dream is a wish that you make with your heart! - Cinderella.

The King: Love, ha! Just a boy and a girl meeting under the right conditions. So, we're arranging the right conditions. – Cinderella

Pocahontas Disney quotes

Listen with your heart, you will understand. - Pocahontas.

You think the only people who are people, are the people who look and think like you. But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you'll learn things you never knew you never knew. - Pocahontas

No matter what happens, I'll always be with you. Forever. - Pocahontas

I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you. - Pocahontoas

The Lion King Disney quotes

The past can hurt. You can either run from it or learn from it. - The Lion King

You have forgotten who you are and so have forgotten me. Look inside yourself, Simba. You are more than what you have become. You must take your place in the Circle of Life. - The Lion King

Oh Simba, you're in trouble again. But this time Daddy isn't here to save you. And now everyone knows why! - The Lion King

Winnie the Pooh Disney quotes

Oh, stuff and fluff! - Winnie the Pooh

Did you ever stop to think, and forget to start again? - Winnie the Pooh

When you go after honey with a balloon, the great thing is not to let the bees know you're coming. - Winnie the Pooh

Monsters Inc. Disney quotes

Fight that plaque! Fight that plaque! Scary monsters don't have plaque! - Monsters Inc.

How could I be so stupid? This could destroy the company! - Monsters Inc.

Sir, She's not toxic! I know it sounds crazy but trust me! - Monsters Inc.

Finding Nemo Disney quotes

Dude, you were like, 'Whoa!' and then we were like 'WHOA!' and then you were like 'Whoa.' - Crush. Finding Nemo

You've got serious thrill issues dude. - Crush. Finding Nemo

First rule of leadership: everything is your fault. Hopper. Finding Nemo

Aladdin Disney quotes

YOU! How many times do I have to kill you, boy?! - Aladdin

I'm giving you your reward, your eternal reward! - Aladdin

You little fool, you thought you could defeat the most powerful being on Earth! - Aladdin

Come closer... closer... Too close! - Aladdin

Other Disney quotes

A loser! How bout' I pop off one of ya antenna and toss it across the yard! Then who's the loser? - Mulan

Okay, this is it. Time to show 'em your man walk. Shoulders back, chest high, feet apart, head up, and... strut! - Mulan

You must be swift as a coursing river, with all the force of a great typhoon, with all the strength of a raging fire, mysterious as the dark side of the moon. - Mulan

Look, you're really cute kid, but I don't know what you're saying! - Finding Nemo

Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming swimming. What do we do? We swim, swim, swim. ...are you my conscience? - Finding Nemo

Wow. What a day. First that restaurant by the bay. And then that, that play, that, that, that Oedipus thing. Man! I thought I had problems. - Hercules

He comes on with his big, innocent farm boy routine, but I could see through that in a Peloponnesian minute. - Hercules

No fried foods? How do you keep your vigorousness? – Charlie in Bedknobs and Broomsticks

Hm! Teenagers. They entertain the idea they understand everything. You give them an inch, they swim all the way. – Sebastian in The Speck Mermaid

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BORING! BORING! I have no idea what I thinking about.

I want to meet him at Church... Huhuhu...

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